Life is about trusting yourself and your feelings. Not being afraid to take chances. It's about losing and finding special people and learning to value all the memories you have, good or bad. Learning from the mistakes you make and accepting that certain.
Jealousy is nothing more than fear of abandonment. If you are feeling an uncomfortable or disruptive amount of jealousy, then it's a sign that there is something wrong with the relationship. You abandoned yourself because of your jealousy.
I know, but I wish it didn& hurt. I& tired of wishing I was important enough for people to want in their life. Tired of being sad that I& left out. Tired of getting my hope up that I really do matter, only to be dropped again when I& not needed anymore.