It isn't fair when you know a simple thought from them could rearrange you. All that remains is the hope that somewhere along the way you discarded a stronger more vivacious version of yourself. A fragment to be called upon when you have nothing left.
Hopefully someday I understand why I had to lose my grandma, & why bad thing happened to good people. & why relationships are the hardest thing for teens. Why do we always have to feel like the bad guy when you do break it off.
It is such a lonely feeling when someone you care about becomes a stranger. A loneliness that is magnified when you loved that person so much you couldn't imagine a day without them in it.Now we are strangers😔.
Most people would love to have a daughter like me. You blew it. You FORCED me to choose, I didnt want to. No, Linda-- if you were human, youd always want your child. YOU chose and it was the wrong one.