"There is something in the New York air that makes sleep useless." - Simone de Beauvoir (perhaps this is the reason this might be the one year where I'm just interested in going back to NY, rather than utterly desperate.
Above all, do not lose your desire to walk. Every day I walk myself into a state of well-being and walk away from every illness. I have walked myself into my best thoughts. -Soren Kierkegaard This is why I love to walk.