Well it seems a little oxymoronish to Kill and be Kind at the same time.but being kind is the right thing to do, maybe instead of killing them they will learn to be kind also, or just be kind in return. The Golden Rule if you will.
It isn't fair when you know a simple thought from them could rearrange you. All that remains is the hope that somewhere along the way you discarded a stronger more vivacious version of yourself. A fragment to be called upon when you have nothing left.
/This is how it works. You think you can handle it. But then, the burden gets too heavy to bear. So you just collapse under the pressure. And people wonder what happened to you "all of a sudden"/ This is supeisingly relatable for me