With two hands, I touched the wall and quickly lifted my head to look at the clock, smiling with delight over what I saw. I’d hit almost a split and had 18 more glorious seconds before I’d push off to swim my next butterfly sprint.
"Lord, if it's not your will, let it slip through my grasp and give me the peace not to worry about it anymore." - however, if something is going to slip through your grasp it may require actively opening your hands
“But the Lord says, “Do not cling to events of the past or dwell on what happened long ago. Watch for the new thing I am going to do. It is happening already—you can see it now! I will make a road through the wilderness and give you streams of water there
God is there for you. Sometimes you think he's not, but you have to know he is. Things change and there are times where you don't want that to happen but have faith and trust that God will help you out.