I think I have resolved just to never get attached to anyone. I always seem to find a way to ruin it or mess it up or go too far. Well I'm done screwing things up with the people I care most about. Done letting the people I thought loved me leave me.
the fear of getting emotionally attached . and it still hurts . I want to feel but it hurts, I fear the most amazing happiness, feeling it and then when I have to let it go, I don't want to pain like that